hem all . . . saved them from their own apathy. With two deeds,
Jesus had opened their eyes. Horror and Hope. The crucifixion and the resurrection. He had changed the
world.
But that was millennia ago. Time had eroded the miracle. People had forgotten. They had turned to false
idols-techno-deities and miracles of the mind. What about miracles of the heart!
The camerlegno had often prayed to God to show him how to make the people believe again. But God
had been silent. It was not until the camerlegno's moment of deepest darkness that God had come to him.
Oh, the horror of that night!
The camerlegno could still remember lying on the floor in tattered nightclothes, clawing at his own flesh,
trying to purge his soul of the pain brought on by a vile truth he had just learned. It cannot be! he had
screamed. And yet he knew it was. The deception tore at him like the fires of hell. The bishop who had
taken him in, the man who had been like a father to him, the clergyman whom the camerlegno had stood
beside while he rose to the papacy . . . was a fraud. A common sinner. Lying to the world about a deed so
traitorous at its core that the camerlegno doubted even God could forgive it. "Your vow!" the camerlegno
had screamed at the Pope. "You broke your vow to God! You, of all men!"
The Pope had tried to explain himself, but the camerlegno could not listen. He had run out, staggering
blindly through the hallways, vomiting, tearing at his own skin, until he found himself bloody and alone,
lying on the cold earthen floor before St. Peter's tomb. Mother Mary, what do I do? It was in that moment
of pain and betrayal, as the camerlegno lay devastated in the Necropolis, praying for God to take him
from this faithless world, that God had come.
The voice in his head resounded like peals of thunder. "Did you vow to serve your God?"
"Yes!" the camerlegno cried out.
"Would you die for your God?"
"Yes! Take me now!"
"Would you die for your church?"
"Yes! Please deliver me!"
"But would you die for . . . mankind?"
It was in the silence that followed that the camerlegno felt himself falling into the abyss. He tumbled
farther, faster, out of control. And yet he knew the answer. He had always known.
"Yes!" he shouted into the madness. "I would die for man! Like your son, I would die for them!"
Hours later, the camerlegno still lay shivering on his floor. He saw his mother's face. God has plans for
you, she was saying. The camerlegno plunged deeper into madness. It was then God had spoken again.
This time with silence. But the camerlegno understood. Restore their faith.
If not me . . . then who?
If not now . . . then when?
As the guards unbolted the door of the Sistine Chapel, Camerlegno Carlo Ventresca felt the power
moving in his veins . . . exactly as it had when he was a boy. God had chosen him. Long ago.
His will be done.
The camerlegno felt reborn. The Swiss Guard had bandaged his chest, bathed him, and dressed him in a
fresh white linen robe. They had also given him an injection of morphine for the burn. The camerlegno
wished they had not given him painkillers. Jesus endured his pain for three days on the cross! He could
already feel the drug uprooting his senses . . . a dizzying undertow.
As he walked into the chapel, he was not at all surprised to see the cardinals staring at him in wonder.
They are in awe of God, he reminded himself. Not of me, but how God works THROUGH me. As he
moved up the center aisle, he saw bewilderment in every face. And yet, with each new face he passed, he
sensed something else in their eyes. What was it? The camerlegno had tried to imagine how they would
receive him tonight. Joyfully? Reverently? He tried to read their eyes and saw neither emotion.
It was then the camerlegno looked at the altar and saw Robert Langdon.
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C amerlegno Carlo Ventresca stood in the aisle of the Sistine Chapel. The cardinals were all standing
near the front of the church, turned, staring at him. Robert Langdon was on the altar beside a television
that was on endless loop, playing a scene the camerlegno recognized but could not imagine how it had
come to be. Vittoria Vetra stood beside him, her face drawn.
The camerlegno closed his eyes for a moment, hoping the morphine was making him hallucinate and that
when he opened them the scene might be different. But it was not.
They knew.
Oddly, he felt no fear. Show me the way, Father. Give me the words that I can make them see Your vision.
But the camerlegno heard no reply.
Father, We have come too far together to fail now.
Silence.
They do not understand what We have done.
The camerlegno did not know whose voice he heard in his own mind, but the message was stark.
And the truth shall set you free . . .
And so it was that Camerlegno Carlo Ventresca held his head high as he walked toward the front of the
Sistine Chapel. As he moved toward the cardinals, not even the diffused light of the candles could soften
the eyes boring into him. Explain yourself, the faces said. Make sense of this madness. Tell us our fears
are wrong!
Truth, the camerlegno told himself. Only truth. There were too many secrets in these walls . . . one so
dark it had driven him to madness. But from the madness had come the light.
"If you could give your own soul to save millions," the camerlegno said, as he moved down the aisle,
"would you?"
The faces in the chapel simply stared. No one moved. No one spoke. Beyond the walls, the joyous strains
of song could be heard in the square.
The camerlegno walked toward them. "Which is the greater sin? Killing one's enemy? Or standing idle
while your true love is strangled?" They are singing in St. Peter's Square! The camerlegno stopped for a
moment and gazed up at the ceiling of the Sistine. Michelangelo's God was staring down from the
darkened vault . . . and He seemed pleased.
"I could no longer stand by," the camerlegno said. Still, as he drew nearer, he saw no flicker of
understanding in anyone's eyes. Didn't they see the radiant simplicity of his deeds? Didn't they see the
utter necessity!
It had been so pure.
The Illuminati. Science and Satan as one.
Resurrect the ancient fear. Then crush it.
Horror and Hope. Make them believe again.
Tonight, the power of the Illuminati had been unleashed anew . . . and with glorious consequence. The
apathy had evaporated. The fear had shot out across the world like a bolt of lightning, uniting the people.
And then God's majesty had vanquished the darkness.
I could not stand idly by!
The inspiration had been God's own-appearing like a beacon in the camerlegno's night of agony. Oh,
this faithless world! Someone must deliver them. You. If not you, who? You have been saved for a reason.
Show them the old demons. Remind them of their fear. Apathy is death. Without darkness, there is no
light. Without evil, there is no good. Make them choose. Dark or light. Where is the fear? Where are the
heroes? If not now, when?
The camerlegno walked up the center aisle directly toward the crowd of standing cardinals. He felt like
Moses as the sea of red sashes and caps parted before him, allowing him to pass. On the altar, Robert
Langdon switched off the television, took Vittoria's hand, and relinquished the altar. The fact that Robert
Langdon had survived, the camerlegno knew, could only have been God's will. God had saved Robert
Langdon. The camerlegno wondered why.
The voice that broke the silence was the voice of the only woman in the Sistine Chapel. "You killed my
father?" she said, stepping forward.
When the camerlegno turned to Vittoria Vetra, the look on her face was one he could not quite
understand-pain yes, but anger? Certainly she must understand. Her father's genius was deadly. He had
to be stopped. For the good of Mankind.
"He was doing God's work," Vittoria said.
"God's work is not done in a lab. It is done in the heart."
"My father's heart was pure! And his research proved-"
"His research proved yet again that man's mind is progressing faster than his soul!" The camerlegno's
voice was sharper than he had expected. He lowered his voice. "If a man as spiritual as your father could
create a weapon like the one we saw tonight, imagine what an ordinary man will do with his technology."
"A man like you?"
The camerlegno took a deep breath. Did she not see? Man's morality was not advancing as fast as man's
science. Mankind was not spiritually evolved enough for the powers he possessed. We have never created
a weapon we have not used! And yet he knew that antimatter was nothing-another weapon in man's
already burgeoning arsenal. Man could already destroy. Man learned to kill long ago. And his mother's
blood rained down. Leonardo Vetra's genius was dangerous for another reason.
"For centuries," the camerlegno said, "the church has stood by while science picked away at religion bit
by bit. Debunking miracles. Training the mind to overcome the heart. Condemning religion as the opiate
of the masses. They denounce God as a hallucination-a delusional crutch for those too weak to accept
that life is meaningless. I could not stand by while science presumed to harness the power of God himself!
Proof, you say? Yes, proof of science's ignorance! What is wrong with the admission that something
exists beyond our understanding? The day science substantiates God in a lab is the day people stop
needing faith!"
"You mean the day they stop needing the church," Vittoria challenged, moving toward him. "Doubt is
your last shred of control. It is doubt that brings souls to you. Our need to know that life has meaning.
Man's insecurity and need for an enlightened soul assuring him everything is part of a master plan. But
the church is not the only enlightened soul on the planet! We all seek God in different ways. What are you
afraid of? That God will show himself somewhere other than inside these walls? That people will find
him in their own l